恐慌
最近有些恐慌，每天凌晨 2 点多睡觉。
想了下，一些原因：
- 工作太满,感到压力
- 看不到希望(可能工作 OR 生活？)
- AI 现在能提高效率，下一步必然是被替代
2024年还想着 AI 替代程序员不会发生太快，但随着对 AI 的使用，2025 感觉到替代是必然的，而且速度非常快。
也有些心理安慰，来源于 2 位创业者的经历，一位参与创业，公司濒临倒闭，老婆被裁，经历了各种焦虑，恐慌，走出来后，其中有一点他说后来想明白了：
如果公司要倒闭，我再怎么努力也没用。
另一位创业者：
公司经历到 C 轮融资了，遇到了无力抗争的巨大冲击，灾难瞬间降临，这是他的描述：
2018年的时候，我创业四年的公司遇到了不可阻挡也无力抗争的巨大冲击，我为之付出四年全部心血和热情的创业之路就狠狠地撞到了死胡同上。在那过去的四年创业历程中，我每天都是凌晨2点离开公司，早上9点到公司，四年几乎没有休息一天，而且公司当时做得相对还是很成功的。但是灾难降临时，就是那种“毁灭你，跟你无关”。
Night Thoughts
I can't sleep. Every night, I'm up until 2 AM, gripped by fear.
Why? Three reasons:
- Work pressure weighs on me
- I see no future—in my job or life
- AI scares me
I once thought AI would replace programmers slowly. Now that I use AI daily, I see replacement coming faster than I imagined.
Two stories help calm me. The first comes from an entrepreneur whose company nearly failed while his wife lost her job. After surviving this crisis, he realized: "If the company was going to fail, my extra effort wouldn't have saved it."
Another entrepreneur built his company to Series C funding before disaster struck. In his words:
"In 2018, my four-year-old startup hit an unstoppable wall. Everything I'd poured my heart into for four years crashed into a dead end. During those years, I worked from 9 AM to 2 AM daily without a single day off. The company was doing well until disaster struck. When destruction comes, it doesn't care about you or your efforts."
